because i need you to understand everything,
i don’t trust myself to speak.
and it sucks. suddenly the sun is the best thing you’ve ever seen, but remember how you used to hate it? hated waking up in the morning for school. these days i wake up in jolts from the nightmares that won’t stop. nightmares of unfinished assignments and never-ending failures, even after the real thing is done. three more, three more. heart beats in anticipation, for the love of something that might as well kill you keeps you going, makes you stronger, teaches you, that you are antifragile.
the fact that it’s “rare”, doesn’t give you the right to dismiss its value. an ignorant statement is an ignorant statement. quit trying to justify it with “rarity”.
yeah, rule with majority, but don’t discount the minority. your truth is your perception and your mistruth - anyone else’s deception. fall back on individual freewill. say they shan’t kill, yet you look pass your clever prevention which is as good as “eat the egg but don’t eat the chicken!”
just because you’re happy with what you have and doing what you do, doesn’t mean everyone else feels the same or want the same things you do. what do you know about being them anyway? you’ve no right to say what you’d do in their shoes. you never will be in their shoes. go ahead, advice, don’t fucking nag. man don’t own man.